The Character Talking

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 The Character Talking 

I was a writer since childhood
and found out during my higher education.
But lack of resources kept me
within a limit. I didn’t have a broken heart,
never had anyone who, Loved.
Even didn’t follow the great duologue by Professor Snape. The potter series to me was totally nugatory. Nor lost whom I loved,
neither felt rejection OR betrayal ever, so I can write upon. Obviously, parents were always an exception. However, I didn’t write then. And now, though the situations aren’t the same I got both the resources. A broken heart, and Lost a loving.

So, unlike you I didn’t have any ex, I just went into the character, Live it, to write it finally. I know that’s crazy. I m a liar too, I may lie sometimes. You’ll never know is it me or the character besides. My family calls me psycho. Coz’ they never know is it me
or the character talking.
They may loiter around maybe I’m surrounded by every member still I feel this alone thing. These topics perhaps are not worthy, to write upon anymore.
But do u stop feeling alone I don’t know why, after every writes out of my heart,
I still feel incompleteness. It’s like, the heart sends the same prompt loopingly.

I didn’t have any ex as I said, I m a liar too, fortunately. The real me has lost the genuineness, the soul now became, more of a character that killed my actualness.
I may lie you, to count upon me.
I have lost my consciousness,
the subconscious mind says, Learn some spirituality, Bow your head, to the only Almighty. Clot the plots, Hold the literal slot
Precipice your eternal soberness
Closed eyes are often highness,
be apart or part with it, Say it all or don’t say it. Give it a chance atheist or don’t give a damm thing. Is it me?
Or the Character talking.

Never pretend to glee you can’t mend more
Rout it out with a bang or let me just weep. The piece is more like a plea successively getting better with each line like secondary, the words get tougher till date so you evade the rhythm, it doesn’t matter, but it shouldn’t be fake.
I was never taught to do it, I just felt
at one night, prior to putting it.
The journey is still on and going
Fathom the unfortunate me, however after every pass out
I’m again at the ancient, locked
and lost the key. Became ardent for the potter series, and the reply of Snape which kept killing me, like, “Always”!
Then and now, turned different
I found, what I loved, which I lost is poisoning eternally. I really don’t know Is it me or the character talking.